Denying the obvious?

Can you do that? Does it take courage or tawdry brazenness or ignorance? Or is it sheer disregard?

I am currently in the mode of denial of my immediate responsibilities! I am not ignorant of impending responsibilities. I am not foolishly bold to jeopardize my carrier. Neither is it 'uninterestedness'. Then what is it?

Finally the antidote for the melancholic song I promised

I need no name
{you'll be my name}
I need no fame
{you'll be my fame}
never again will I need any riches and gain
{you are my golden rain}


You brighten my day
(Every days a new day)
You make me smile all the way
(yeah, all the way)
Listless and antsy am I, when you are away
(away.. nop.. never ever say)

I need no name, I need no fame
I need no name, I need no fame
you'll be my golden rain
You brighten my day, You make me smile all the way
yeah, all the way

Does it not sound like a hard rock song!

Sure some Mukesh or Rafi saab's dard bahri dastan was the inspiration ;)
Next one will be more happier and optimistic.
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I am no more known

No more recognized

Not ever, my name is called again

Each second I’m daunted

By the words of sheer feign

I am now what I wasn’t, love the feeling of being unwanted

every moment I die, living bit by bit, hoping to be back, turning
all into dreams, nothing matters, nothing fascinates more


i am lost

i am now wasted

Time heals no sore

injured and knocked-out

minutes and days count no more

I am now what I wasn’t, love the feeling of being wasted


I die every moment, living bit by bit, hoping to be back, turning
all into dreams, nothing matters, nothings fascinating
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If you think too much about what life is this is what happens! ;)